I haven’t written yet this new semester and with good reason. I still have a post which I was working on right before the end of the year but I’m not sure if I’m even gonna finish it.
This semester has been extremely busy and that’s part of the reason I haven’t been able to write. Because I’ve been busy I also haven’t done anything to write about except work for school which, believe me, isn’t very entertaining. So, I’ve been working my ass off the last semester and I’m not sure if it just feels like I’ve been working my ass off because I’m procrastinating or actually working.
It’s a certainty I had a lot to do compared to the year before where I thought this would’ve been the worst and the last year would be a lot more relaxed. I tried to come into the semester even more prepared than I tried the year before but to no avail. It was just too much and I’m afraid it’ll show in my results. I went through my exams often with only sleeping a few hours a day because I had to wake up in the morning to at least try to study. Then when I came home I had to jump straight back into studying because I had so few time before the next exam. I think I could’ve passed all my exams with the time given but that would require me to study every hour of the day and honestly, nobody does that really.
Aside from lack of time I really don’t really care that much about it any more and I really feel I should because this is still important. I’ve had a serious lack of motivation throughout the exams and the semester and I think that will play a big role in what I performed.
So here I am today waiting for my results which I will receive tomorrow. I’m not stressed out about it even though these were like the worst exams I’ve ever done going into some with little to no knowledge about the subject and hoping to get lucky with the questions. I’m only certain of a few that I’ll pass them, but most are still a big question mark with an edge towards fail.
I know I should write more about more interesting stuff but my thought are never coherent and there’s really not that much to talk about. It’s feels like it’s tradition to only just write when I have my exams and I’m a bit stressed out. Anyway, wish me luck even though it’s a bit too late for that now 😦